To All Juniors

Upon reflection, I am just not so proud of myself.

And so to all students, especially those who just started secondary school, please please don't screw it up, don't mess around, this is the time for you to shine, to show people what you are capable of, and not be too rebellious, note that I use the word too. I mean it's good to have a little bit of the rebellious seed inside you, but not to the point that your parents have to visit the disciplinary office often enough. Be rebellious in a way that you voice out your thoughts, your ideas, if you feel yours is good enough, hold it and people will support you. Go against the odd, be creative. Try, try to push boundaries, organize activities, form a club, think out of the box. And most importantly, inspire people.

Don't be another me. Who was the rebellious one that I mentioned above, who lost trust of teachers, who disobey the school rules and think it's cool, who has been disrespectful, who thinks going to school is just merely for entertainment and not learning things, who ponteng whenever I can during coco, who copied all the homeworks from the beginning of the year towards the end, who eventually had nothing but a piece of stupid academic prone sheet.
ps: of course this was before I transffered, I've changed, you know.

Make your schooling years a more vibrant and exciting one just so you feel great about yourself that you had made an achievement and had grown to a person that can contribute when you stand at this point where I am standing now.

Be that person.

Till We Meet Again

One day before the last day of SPM, I was so excited that I couldn't focus on what was I reading, it's like those moments where you read one sentence of a paragraph, say salt is an ionic compound when the hydrogen ion is bla bla bla, and then you started day dreaming about how awesome it is gonna be after tomorrow, and then you came over of your day dream and continue reading the same sentence again and again? You get what I mean? Yea, so I practically spend my whole day like that until I realise I cannot, I have to foucus because this is the last paper and after that imma gonna get out of this misery.

Not to say that it's a misery to study, but it's just not so nice to study for exams. Though I am happy that this has finally coming to an end, but it just means that I still have 6 years maybe of being a student until I have to go out and work, a 9-5 job and getting a pay slip at the end of the month and shit like that.

People I know used to tell me how great it is to be a student and that you will start to miss being a student after you started working and all. And then they would say they only get breaks at the weekend and saturday are meant for sleeping the day away and by the time they know it, it's already sunday afternoon. Time just slipped away so fast that there aren't much time left to do things you like when you started working.

And so I thought, it's really awesome to be a student. Like if you're really sleepy, you can just get your heads on the table and have a short "nap", provided that you have a nice location where the teacher can't see you. You can't do that in the office where politics is going on and so many hypocrisy among people around right? And then you get all the benefits from being a student, like you get cheap movie tickets. And you go for camps in the holidays. You bargain with the excuse of being a student and get cheap stuff in the market. You get breaks after major exams and hang out with friends without worrying about how to earn more money to make your life better and yet never be satisfied.

Anyways I don't really know what is the point of this post but I am going to end this very abruptly because I am...... I dono.. because I don't want to contnue anymore. HEHEHE

ps: Do appreciate being a student eh because it's really so cool like that ok? You never know ah.

pps: Drop me somemore ideas of being a student lah, and then I would add on about it in this post, let's make us all, STUDENTS, appreciate the times being a student. Time shoots ok, don play play, the clock is ticking! :)

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SS:ni hao!! WOAH!! Goodbye SPM! haa.. yeah i agree with u, me also enjoy being a student sometimes.. Gonna miss it..

Carmen Lam : you get to see yr friends everyday in sch(which sometimes you feel so sien),but after sch life, we'll all go on our separate ways!;'(

Carmen Ng: how true ...... I never really realized how awesome it is being a student until SPM ended ...... Sigh

Mei Yen: hey, i miss being in high sch too..all the silly moments you can have in ur class. recesses with friends. knowing that we can see them everyday and catch up..now, it's harder too and sometimes you find some of the friends changing and moving apart, not now but maybe later and it's scary how we will soon go separate ways.besides exams, everything about being a student rocks


Thanks again guys, ah.. for being the few ones to respond to my silly sort of a questionnaire, I hope you hit the lottery tomorrow ok ok ? Hmph those of you who didn't respond must be regretting now, :P . Neninenibubu * hugs those who respond and throw you rotten cheese*

Reason For My Hiatus

Let's Rock SPM's socks off tomorrow eh?
Best wishes!

Last before SPM?

You came close
very close that from my height
all I could see was just the fullness of your lips
very slowly and passionately
you touch mine with yours
And then the world began to reel, time stopped, my heart stopped
Everything was just so perfect
I told myself that it can't be
And yes, it was a dream
So fragile that it was in a million pieces
just by the sound of a wailing alarm

Audrey's Suprise Birthday Party

That's our lovely birthday girl there, this is my favorite pic of her which I steal from her blog.
First and foremost, as what my title had stated, this was a suprise birthday party. So Aud, I assumed that you are reading this now, sure you wanna know what's behind the scene of the party and how did it pulled off right? Well, I am here to tell you the story, flash me your brightest smile and thank me okay ?

So YeeFei and I went grocery shopping at giant around 4pm, actually Mk and Ws were the ones going cause they were buying all the stuff for the party later, so we tagged along, I mean it's always good to have girls around to give opinion on stuff like food right? Boys just don't know things, tsk tsk tsk, lol. It was mad fun, obviously Yf was having the most fun, you can imagine that right? And then after that, we went Secret Recipe to get your cake, and then to get ashes and wire for BBQ usage, then Cameron for some vegetables which Rinako ask me to get for the fried maggie mee, practically we just went around Bayan Baru and Sungai Ara in a roller coaster ( Mk's driving skills, I guess you figure that out already, haha ). Damn it that I didn't brought along my camera that day, why am I so forgetful?

After that, we went back to your house to get ready with all the ingredients we get our hands on.

This is for you to laugh at first, you know like an appetizer before you continue on the shed loads of pictures below, haha.

Cooking alone is so boring, so must camwhore right?

I have no idea what she is doing but I think this is so damn cute.

Sudoku freak and YeeFei. They went camwhore when we were busy cooking in the kitchen. Hmph!

Now only kesi kesi wanna help just by holding the pot, Lol.

That's so YeeFei.

Basically you know like always, Rinako will always be the main chef, and I am glad to help out despite that I almost cried when slicing the onions, see, damn touch right? We do all this just for you babe! Faster go grab a box of tissue and start wiping your tears already, haha.

After all the cooking,

a picture showing what we were messing upstairs in your room. Remember how you used to wash my hair for me? Now I have to do it on my own, Lol.

Later after that, when I was vaining away in your room ( obviously have to doll up nicely lah, it's your birthday le ), Mk said your mum called saying that you guys were on your way back already, so all of us waited for your grand arrival in your living room.

See, that's how it looks like. Gosh, why does it took you so long? We were one side so excited of suprising you once you reached your door step and one side so bored of waiting.
And why do you have to hear just a small squick we made? Haha but nevertheless, I think you were still delighted seeing all of our cute faces waiting for you right?

I guess you know the rest of the story already right?

I totally wuv your umbrella, show off! haha

Er with badly shaped sausage and Brandon in yellow at the back.

Who else?!

Look at all of us,

We are all seventeen already! Whee


Mk looking really really short here, I mean with that height, he looks like he is 13 or 14?

Tam-Chiak looking Er with phone on her chest pocket looking utterly stupid.

YeeFei swallowing her food while she was in the toilet?!

I don't know what's with the peace sign, but there is more coming.

I told ya about the peace sign. That's Nick, say hi, haha.

A hug from the birthday girl with me looking like I have a really long face and Nick peeping from behind, I don't know what's Louis doing though, lol, and Yf is sitting there staring into space I think, haha.

See how red she is? Tsk Tsk, everybody thinks she was drunk and she denied.

Look what she put on her head ! Obviously very drunk, agree?

I think Aud looked really cute here. Rinako, you too lah! HAHA

Last but not least, I shall end this post with a lovey dovey picture of you and your favourite girl in our gang. Chu~

Aud,
You were always attractive to me and I always liked you in a way( whoa, sounds damn gay here, but nvm lah huh? And I know you won't remember most of the things I am gonna list out later , but nvm, eh wait, what nvm, I am so gonna screw you, try to remember ok? lol )
I like your pink room although sometimes it's a bit messy,
I like your thick and mushy hair,
I like how you always blushed like an apple when you were shy,
I like it when you brought your very high tech camera to sch last time,
I like it when we used to sat in the science lab listening to songs from your phone from my pencil case,
I like it when you gave me awesome shampoos which I can't get anywhere else,
I like it when we went Penang Hill together for our Geography project,
I like how you dyed my hair purple and dared me to go to the mamak stall looking like some crazy girl on the street,
I like to just chill at your house after our private tuition last time,
I like how you washed, comb, and dried my hair for me,
I like what we did on the alley behind your house,
I like it when we wrapped ourselves in your scarf and sprinted back home looking like we just fell into a drain,
I like it when you throw parties at your house occasionally when we get to gather together like a family again.
And damn I like your umbrella so much!

I love you dear. Happy Birthday again.

My lullaby

It's been raining quite a lot lately.

And I love it. *big smiley face flashing neat white teeth*

Especially when I fall back on my bed after a tiring day, it's so calm listening to the symphony if the rain as it hits my window plane. It's almost like a lullaby. It feels like the rain is watching over me as I sleep.

I loath the first moment when my alarm screams early in the morning, as it indicates that my night is over, day time is here, study time, hard time. Though I hate getting jerk up from my sleep, I thank mummy cause I wake up to the smell of nicely prepared breakfast every morning. :D

The Best Day

A self made music video for "The Best Day" by Taylor Swift herself. This song is for her mum. It's super sweet and baby Taylor is super cute. Sit back and enjoy. Make sure you grab your popcorn. Hahaha.

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop 'til I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today

Say Awwwww